Hurts and hits and strikes and pounds...

[sentience]

reminds me that I am alive. My heart is a constant ache in my body, reminding me that I need to go through this torture called life...

I know the ideas of positivity, inspiration and love... yet why does it hurt so much... the funny part is, I don't even know now what is hurting me....

I wish to spread happiness in whatever way I can.... for that is the only way I feel I can redeem happiness... isn't that true for all of us