i cant deal anymore

ametro · October 7th, 2010, 05:41 PM

i dont know what to do.. i am so sad, i am constantly miserable, and i would be happy with just sitting in my bedroom and crying, all day i cant wait to get home to go to sleep, and when i go to sleep i dread waking up in the morning, i dont have anyone to talk to, i dont get a long with my family, and my friends either dont understand or have too many of their own problems to make them deal with mine. i feel like i have nothing and no one. its getting to be so much i cant breathe sometimes. im on antidepressants but they dont seem to be working. i dont remember the last time i felt happy. i had a rough childhood and i feel like that will always prevent my ability from getting better. i feel like i dont know what love is, that i've never been truly loved. i am so alone. i am so afraid i have to live like this forever. the pain is too much that i feel like i have tears behind my eyes always. people have tried to make me feel better, but it doesn't work, i've talked to counsellors and it doesnt work. help me. i cant live like this anymore. i just want to go to sleep and wake up happy.

Heygirl13 · May 5th, 2011, 09:37 PM

Hey i dont know what your going through but it WILL GET BETTER! Trust me, my dad had depression hes never felt loved as a child and now hes happy. He was i your place and he over came that wall. I dont know if your reading this since you posted this a long time ago but im here and i will talk to you. Just message me for my e-mail

Isaiaq · July 20th, 2012, 02:52 AM

Hi Ametro,
Talk with your family members and friends and share your problems with them. Get organized and engage in daily fitness plan. Accept the things you cannot change and remember to laugh. Avoid alcohol and smoking and get enough sleep.

October 7th, 2010, 05:41 PM	#1
ametro Junior Member Join Date: Oct 2010 Posts: 1	i cant deal anymore i dont know what to do.. i am so sad, i am constantly miserable, and i would be happy with just sitting in my bedroom and crying, all day i cant wait to get home to go to sleep, and when i go to sleep i dread waking up in the morning, i dont have anyone to talk to, i dont get a long with my family, and my friends either dont understand or have too many of their own problems to make them deal with mine. i feel like i have nothing and no one. its getting to be so much i cant breathe sometimes. im on antidepressants but they dont seem to be working. i dont remember the last time i felt happy. i had a rough childhood and i feel like that will always prevent my ability from getting better. i feel like i dont know what love is, that i've never been truly loved. i am so alone. i am so afraid i have to live like this forever. the pain is too much that i feel like i have tears behind my eyes always. people have tried to make me feel better, but it doesn't work, i've talked to counsellors and it doesnt work. help me. i cant live like this anymore. i just want to go to sleep and wake up happy.

July 20th, 2012, 02:52 AM	#3
Isaiaq Junior Member Join Date: Apr 2012 Posts: 20	Hi Ametro, Talk with your family members and friends and share your problems with them. Get organized and engage in daily fitness plan. Accept the things you cannot change and remember to laugh. Avoid alcohol and smoking and get enough sleep. __________________ Isaiaq

May 5th, 2011, 09:37 PM	#2
Heygirl13 Junior Member Join Date: May 2011 Location: Las Vegas Posts: 7	Hey i dont know what your going through but it WILL GET BETTER! Trust me, my dad had depression hes never felt loved as a child and now hes happy. He was i your place and he over came that wall. I dont know if your reading this since you posted this a long time ago but im here and i will talk to you. Just message me for my e-mail