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GaranceRose3 · May 31st, 2011, 01:48 PM

I am nineteen, about to be twenty and my life is misserable. I have lyme disease so I am always in pain, i suffer from severe depression, i had to pull out of school last semester because of my health, my grades were garbage anyway. MY parents hate me, i have no friends who care, nowhere to go, nothing to look forward to.
Every day is harder and harder, I'm just watching my life go by, and becuase of my health there is nothing I can do. I don't know how much longer i can hold on to this nothing every day has become for me. I'm trying to find help before I do something i regret, can anyone please help me?

jakexoxo · July 15th, 2011, 12:40 AM

im sorry that your parents hate you
i undersand not having friends who didnt care or help when i was down, that was in high school and now my life is better have several friends who actually care
i understand pain both on a psychial and an emotional level
i know sometimes its easier to give up, god knows their are times when i wanted to give up and die or cut im over the dying part, but the cuting the idea of it never goes away, due to the emotional and psychical pain i still have
i truly believe that we all have a purpose and people like us who have gone through their own hell and back i feel we can change society in a way that simply people cant
i hope to hear from you
by the way my name is yeshayahu i also go by the nickname yoshi

May 31st, 2011, 01:48 PM	#1
GaranceRose3 Junior Member Join Date: May 2011 Posts: 3	New-to-all-of-this I am nineteen, about to be twenty and my life is misserable. I have lyme disease so I am always in pain, i suffer from severe depression, i had to pull out of school last semester because of my health, my grades were garbage anyway. MY parents hate me, i have no friends who care, nowhere to go, nothing to look forward to. Every day is harder and harder, I'm just watching my life go by, and becuase of my health there is nothing I can do. I don't know how much longer i can hold on to this nothing every day has become for me. I'm trying to find help before I do something i regret, can anyone please help me?

July 15th, 2011, 12:40 AM	#2
jakexoxo Junior Member Join Date: Mar 2011 Location: North Miami Beach Posts: 7	im sorry that your parents hate you i undersand not having friends who didnt care or help when i was down, that was in high school and now my life is better have several friends who actually care i understand pain both on a psychial and an emotional level i know sometimes its easier to give up, god knows their are times when i wanted to give up and die or cut im over the dying part, but the cuting the idea of it never goes away, due to the emotional and psychical pain i still have i truly believe that we all have a purpose and people like us who have gone through their own hell and back i feel we can change society in a way that simply people cant i hope to hear from you by the way my name is yeshayahu i also go by the nickname yoshi