Feel like leaving all the time

Blockbuster · December 4th, 2010, 06:24 PM

I suck as a wife - I know I do especially because I want to leave and start over. My husband is now diabetic, lost his job and depends on my business that he's run in the ground over the past year while trying to help me; and I just want to check out and start over on my own. He loves me - I think, and I feel bad about this whole thing but I know I'm depressed and a bit selfish but depressed.

Xanax helps for a few hours but I don't want to depend on it or take it more than once a day. I don't need any more problems. I think I'm waiting for a Blockbuster break or something. I feel like I just need some great news. I'm a good news junkie. How do I stop the urge to pack up and just leave? He really doesn't deserve that.

Anyone been here and done that???

December 4th, 2010, 06:24 PM	#1
Blockbuster Junior Member Join Date: Dec 2010 Posts: 2	Feel like leaving all the time I suck as a wife - I know I do especially because I want to leave and start over. My husband is now diabetic, lost his job and depends on my business that he's run in the ground over the past year while trying to help me; and I just want to check out and start over on my own. He loves me - I think, and I feel bad about this whole thing but I know I'm depressed and a bit selfish but depressed. Xanax helps for a few hours but I don't want to depend on it or take it more than once a day. I don't need any more problems. I think I'm waiting for a Blockbuster break or something. I feel like I just need some great news. I'm a good news junkie. How do I stop the urge to pack up and just leave? He really doesn't deserve that. Anyone been here and done that???