Is this anxiety disorder? Or maybe Psychosis?

Seet · December 14th, 2010, 11:13 AM

I never actually told anyone this but I have experienced this from a young age and at first I thought it was because I was little you know? but it does not make sense anymore because I am 15.

So I always feel like someone is watching me. I'll be walking home or in my bedroom and I think someone's looking at me. Sometimes following me. And sometime I think its someone evil. I get chills when it happens. At night especially I think someone is again following me and watching me but with evil intent. My heart races and I run and keep my back to the wall. I know this sounds stupid and weird and part of me knows its not true in retrospect, I have to keep telling my self, it's not real. but it feels so real. There was also this really bizarre incident where I thought the animals (print) on my shower curtain was staring at me, looking at me and they were evil and going to do something...

One other thing its like I have it in my head sometimes that people can see into my brain and into my life. But this is rare. I've only felt that way once.

I'm really confused and I know this isn't normal but the sad thing is this isn't what's affecting me the most. I think I have depression but I don't know if I'm just weak. I live in China so there is not a lot of help with stuff like this. Can someone please help?

December 14th, 2010, 11:13 AM	#1
Seet Junior Member Join Date: Dec 2010 Posts: 1	Is this anxiety disorder? Or maybe Psychosis? I never actually told anyone this but I have experienced this from a young age and at first I thought it was because I was little you know? but it does not make sense anymore because I am 15. So I always feel like someone is watching me. I'll be walking home or in my bedroom and I think someone's looking at me. Sometimes following me. And sometime I think its someone evil. I get chills when it happens. At night especially I think someone is again following me and watching me but with evil intent. My heart races and I run and keep my back to the wall. I know this sounds stupid and weird and part of me knows its not true in retrospect, I have to keep telling my self, it's not real. but it feels so real. There was also this really bizarre incident where I thought the animals (print) on my shower curtain was staring at me, looking at me and they were evil and going to do something... One other thing its like I have it in my head sometimes that people can see into my brain and into my life. But this is rare. I've only felt that way once. I'm really confused and I know this isn't normal but the sad thing is this isn't what's affecting me the most. I think I have depression but I don't know if I'm just weak. I live in China so there is not a lot of help with stuff like this. Can someone please help?