Fighting Depression - Page 2

DragonsRain · June 10th, 2008, 08:51 PM

Hey everyone, I don't know how long it will be before we can access the rooms so if anyone wants to, we can start them in my chat room. It is in Talk City - i know, sighs and cries lol - but i can give ops/powers to anyone interested. PLMK and I have no prob doing this until TF gets the rooms going again. Post what you think about it. I will post in the main area as well.

Dragz

PS. (((((((((((((((Millie))))))))))))))))))))

kraftykid · June 13th, 2008, 01:20 AM

Well PBS it is a cinch that there are many nice people here who can give you the proper support. I was gonna tell you to get off your asp and take care of yourself!!!!

You fall in a hole and I will throw you the rope.

(((((( ))))))

PBS · June 13th, 2008, 12:56 PM

LOL!!! ok... ok...i did/am...

I have my appointment on the 24th... and... i have been talking to BRUCE about it too..that was kinda scary the first time... but.... it's gotten a little easier...

(((((((((((((((((((((KK))))))))))))))))))))))))

DragonsRain · June 14th, 2008, 07:57 PM

Did anyone else say "I have a rope too for ya hun!"?

I DO!!!

/me throws PBS a rope with a extra large life preserver so lots of room to be comfy in. Just let your feet dangle and we'll do the rest. Good job on seeing a T

crazymomma · June 15th, 2008, 06:49 AM

(((((((((((((PBS))))))))))))) Hon, I know how you feel I went throught about 2 years ago when all I did was cry and when asked what was wrong all I could say was I don't know this isn't like me and I was feeling worse. At the time I didn't have a computer and couldn't talk to any of my on-line sisters.No, you are not alone. You can always talk to me. Here ,in wow, on Yahoo chat in the am But as the song goes you're never alone your here in my heart. Prays to you and keep that appointment. Oh yea btw my antidepressant helps keep me level. John knows when I haven't taken them cause I cry at everything he says.

DragonsRain · June 21st, 2008, 11:04 AM

Needing a hug or a shoulder or something this morning. I was gonna make a different nic but then it's like, if you know it's me, maybe something will come to mind. I have been diagnosed with severe depression / anxiety. I take meds to get me through the day, but some days like today, it seems like nothing will work. The sadness, despair, negative thoughts overcome me and surround me like a tornado, trapping me from reaching out. It's weakened so here I am

Mom's anniv of her suicide was just a couple days ago and Joe's anniv of his suicide is coming up and dad's death 2years ago seems like it happened this morning even. Have 1 step son moving out, another who has left, thank God, because of how bad things were and the way he was treating me and his mother. I told him to find somewhere else to live. He does drugs and wants no rules - at 17. Lisa thinks maybe seening the oldest taking some stuff with him today triggered this, I dunno. All I know is I want to not exist

I wish my Lucki was here, she would always know what to say or do

PBS, hang in there hun and I am so glad you told me we are back here. Terry, stay strong like I know you are

crazymomma, so good to see you on our forum and making a place here for yourself. We have more than enough empty rooms already furnished

KK, so glad you found ur way back and so glad you emailed me.

((((((((((((TF)))))))))))))) = Family of Choice (FOC) I can't believe i remembered that. Hugs to you all.

IRISH_EYES_99 · June 23rd, 2008, 02:10 AM

((((((((((((((( DragonsRain )))))))))))))))))))),
Hang in there. The hardest part to get though. Anniversarys, birthdays, holidays.. of the ones we love and lost to death.

So glad you didn't change your nick. We're here. We listen, We understand the feelings. It's ok to get down on those days, especially the anniversary of that day. We tend to feel the loss a little sharper.

You have an awful lot on your plate at this time. Wish there was a way to make the plate smaller for you.

They say these trials that are in our lives make us stronger, make us who we are. But don't we just want to kick these trials in the butt and say enough already...

The bottonless bucket of hugs is in each folder here. Help yourself to them. May you find a blessing in each day that helps you get though it ok. Thinking of you, wishing you good things.

DragonsRain · June 23rd, 2008, 03:57 PM

thank you dear friend, and i took as many hugs as i could hold in both arms

today is a better day... one day at a time. i hate the saying of "making us stronger" I should be Gov. Arnie in California lololol.

terry357 · June 30th, 2008, 01:26 AM

4 Words do Say it all "Were Hear For You! "

crazymomma · June 30th, 2008, 12:07 PM

Dragonsrain thank you. I have to say I know how you feel today is a good day. May and June are hard months for me. Nov. isn't too easy either. We've just moved and our girls are having a hard time fitting it. We came from a smaller town and now live in a much bigger city and with a very wide range of cultures. They need to learn to rethink.

June 10th, 2008, 08:51 PM	#11
DragonsRain formerly HeartFeltTF ;) Join Date: Jun 2008 Location: Upstate NY is where I call home Posts: 61	chatting Hey everyone, I don't know how long it will be before we can access the rooms so if anyone wants to, we can start them in my chat room. It is in Talk City - i know, sighs and cries lol - but i can give ops/powers to anyone interested. PLMK and I have no prob doing this until TF gets the rooms going again. Post what you think about it. I will post in the main area as well. Dragz PS. (((((((((((((((Millie)))))))))))))))))))) __________________ Back on the boards in 2016. Do I sense a comeback? 😜

June 13th, 2008, 12:56 PM	#13
PBS aka HarmonyTF Join Date: May 2008 Location: colorado Posts: 66	LOL!!! ok... ok...i did/am... I have my appointment on the 24th... and... i have been talking to BRUCE about it too..that was kinda scary the first time... but.... it's gotten a little easier... (((((((((((((((((((((KK)))))))))))))))))))))))) __________________ `````````````````````````````````````` Hugs.... PoohsBigsister aka... HarmonyTF

June 14th, 2008, 07:57 PM	#14
DragonsRain formerly HeartFeltTF ;) Join Date: Jun 2008 Location: Upstate NY is where I call home Posts: 61	Did anyone else say "I have a rope too for ya hun!"? I DO!!! /me throws PBS a rope with a extra large life preserver so lots of room to be comfy in. Just let your feet dangle and we'll do the rest. Good job on seeing a T __________________ Back on the boards in 2016. Do I sense a comeback? 😜

June 21st, 2008, 11:04 AM	#16
DragonsRain formerly HeartFeltTF ;) Join Date: Jun 2008 Location: Upstate NY is where I call home Posts: 61	Needing a hug or a shoulder or something this morning. I was gonna make a different nic but then it's like, if you know it's me, maybe something will come to mind. I have been diagnosed with severe depression / anxiety. I take meds to get me through the day, but some days like today, it seems like nothing will work. The sadness, despair, negative thoughts overcome me and surround me like a tornado, trapping me from reaching out. It's weakened so here I am Mom's anniv of her suicide was just a couple days ago and Joe's anniv of his suicide is coming up and dad's death 2years ago seems like it happened this morning even. Have 1 step son moving out, another who has left, thank God, because of how bad things were and the way he was treating me and his mother. I told him to find somewhere else to live. He does drugs and wants no rules - at 17. Lisa thinks maybe seening the oldest taking some stuff with him today triggered this, I dunno. All I know is I want to not exist I wish my Lucki was here, she would always know what to say or do PBS, hang in there hun and I am so glad you told me we are back here. Terry, stay strong like I know you are crazymomma, so good to see you on our forum and making a place here for yourself. We have more than enough empty rooms already furnished KK, so glad you found ur way back and so glad you emailed me. ((((((((((((TF)))))))))))))) = Family of Choice (FOC) I can't believe i remembered that. Hugs to you all. __________________ Back on the boards in 2016. Do I sense a comeback? 😜

June 23rd, 2008, 02:10 AM	#17
IRISH_EYES_99 Member Join Date: Jun 2008 Posts: 62	((((((((((((((( DragonsRain )))))))))))))))))))), Hang in there. The hardest part to get though. Anniversarys, birthdays, holidays.. of the ones we love and lost to death. So glad you didn't change your nick. We're here. We listen, We understand the feelings. It's ok to get down on those days, especially the anniversary of that day. We tend to feel the loss a little sharper. You have an awful lot on your plate at this time. Wish there was a way to make the plate smaller for you. They say these trials that are in our lives make us stronger, make us who we are. But don't we just want to kick these trials in the butt and say enough already... The bottonless bucket of hugs is in each folder here. Help yourself to them. May you find a blessing in each day that helps you get though it ok. Thinking of you, wishing you good things. __________________ [COLOR=teal]May your blessings out number the shamrocks that grow... May trouble avoid you whereever you go...... An Irish Blessing[/COLOR]

June 13th, 2008, 01:20 AM	#12
kraftykid Member Join Date: Jun 2008 Posts: 83	Well PBS it is a cinch that there are many nice people here who can give you the proper support. I was gonna tell you to get off your asp and take care of yourself!!!! You fall in a hole and I will throw you the rope. (((((( ))))))

June 15th, 2008, 06:49 AM	#15
crazymomma awesome cookie maker Join Date: May 2008 Location: Utica,NY Posts: 29	(((((((((((((PBS))))))))))))) Hon, I know how you feel I went throught about 2 years ago when all I did was cry and when asked what was wrong all I could say was I don't know this isn't like me and I was feeling worse. At the time I didn't have a computer and couldn't talk to any of my on-line sisters.No, you are not alone. You can always talk to me. Here ,in wow, on Yahoo chat in the am But as the song goes you're never alone your here in my heart. Prays to you and keep that appointment. Oh yea btw my antidepressant helps keep me level. John knows when I haven't taken them cause I cry at everything he says.

June 23rd, 2008, 03:57 PM	#18
DragonsRain formerly HeartFeltTF ;) Join Date: Jun 2008 Location: Upstate NY is where I call home Posts: 61	thank you dear friend, and i took as many hugs as i could hold in both arms today is a better day... one day at a time. i hate the saying of "making us stronger" I should be Gov. Arnie in California lololol. __________________ Back on the boards in 2016. Do I sense a comeback? 😜

June 30th, 2008, 01:26 AM	#19
terry357 Member Join Date: Jun 2008 Location: MD Posts: 30	4 Words do Say it all "Were Hear For You! "

June 30th, 2008, 12:07 PM	#20
crazymomma awesome cookie maker Join Date: May 2008 Location: Utica,NY Posts: 29	Dragonsrain thank you. I have to say I know how you feel today is a good day. May and June are hard months for me. Nov. isn't too easy either. We've just moved and our girls are having a hard time fitting it. We came from a smaller town and now live in a much bigger city and with a very wide range of cultures. They need to learn to rethink.