I know you are hurt right now. VERY HURT. But read this...

RanAway · September 27th, 2010, 01:21 AM

Hi, darling!

I was actually searching the web tonight for forums to support promotion of my business, but unexpectedly, I came across this one. I think this is a great place to be. This is an awesome place to be, in fact.

So, let me tell you more about myself and may be you will come back again and again and I will make a difference in your life by helping you to cope.

If some remember the TV series "Quantum Leap", you would know how I feel and would believe how lucky I was to gain such turbulant life experience. I don't know, but I like to think of myself as very fortunate to go through all of this. May be, the purpose of it all was to help people like you. Right now.

After everything you read below, you might think that it made me a harsh, bitter, angry person. No. I still wish I could hug the whole world - everyone, good or bad. My heart is so huge and so forgiving, sometimes I blame myself for that. But then next moment I realize that if I could help someone, I serve the puprose of my existence.

Read it and contact me if you think I can help. I am a dreamer and dreaming always helped me to survive. As I survived, the experience was stored in my memory as I got stronger and stronger. So, you can trust me when I say: it's going to be OK. Just hold on tough.

So, here is what I have gone through in my 39 year long life:

Severe child abuse by my Mother
Sexual abuse by my brother
Vicious attack by a serial rapist
Immigration across the ocean on my own, at sweet age of 18, without any money or any kind of help
Unwanted (hard to say that about something that I am so grateful for now!) pregnancy
Single Motherhood
Unexpected death of my beloved late husband
Being involved in a relationship with a severe gambling addict
Losing self-esteem and confidence in a sever relationship with a sociopath who turned out to have incest relationship with his sister

See? 9 life changing experiences. that's what makes me feel like a cat and I am going to treausre this one last life.

What else have I managed to fit into my 39 year long life? Here:

Learning how to ride a motorcycle and becoming good at it
Learning how to fly a plane and becoming good at it
Racing sport cars and winning prestigious races
Graduating from Law school, yet changing the occupations drastically since the routine of the Code did not allow for imagination
Going right back to University and taking journalism. That was a better choice.
Starting my own business basically with nothing and succeeding and going forwad like a steam train - slow but assertive
Learning how to play drums and playing in an open jam just one week after touching the sticks for the first time in my life
Learning HTML and Java in one night
Learning how to apologize for things you shouldn't really

.... this can carry on for so long...

My point is... When you will find me here and there in this forum, do not be surprised. Where I can, i will help.

I have been so fortunate to live life truly to the fullest. Despiteall my misfortunes I did not become bitter or angry. I still want to hug the whole world, good or bad.

I want you to trust me. See, everything can be lived through.
Love.
Holly

September 27th, 2010, 01:21 AM	#1
RanAway Junior Member Join Date: Sep 2010 Posts: 3	I know you are hurt right now. VERY HURT. But read this... Hi, darling! I was actually searching the web tonight for forums to support promotion of my business, but unexpectedly, I came across this one. I think this is a great place to be. This is an awesome place to be, in fact. So, let me tell you more about myself and may be you will come back again and again and I will make a difference in your life by helping you to cope. If some remember the TV series "Quantum Leap", you would know how I feel and would believe how lucky I was to gain such turbulant life experience. I don't know, but I like to think of myself as very fortunate to go through all of this. May be, the purpose of it all was to help people like you. Right now. After everything you read below, you might think that it made me a harsh, bitter, angry person. No. I still wish I could hug the whole world - everyone, good or bad. My heart is so huge and so forgiving, sometimes I blame myself for that. But then next moment I realize that if I could help someone, I serve the puprose of my existence. Read it and contact me if you think I can help. I am a dreamer and dreaming always helped me to survive. As I survived, the experience was stored in my memory as I got stronger and stronger. So, you can trust me when I say: it's going to be OK. Just hold on tough. So, here is what I have gone through in my 39 year long life: Severe child abuse by my Mother Sexual abuse by my brother Vicious attack by a serial rapist Immigration across the ocean on my own, at sweet age of 18, without any money or any kind of help Unwanted (hard to say that about something that I am so grateful for now!) pregnancy Single Motherhood Unexpected death of my beloved late husband Being involved in a relationship with a severe gambling addict Losing self-esteem and confidence in a sever relationship with a sociopath who turned out to have incest relationship with his sister See? 9 life changing experiences. that's what makes me feel like a cat and I am going to treausre this one last life. What else have I managed to fit into my 39 year long life? Here: Learning how to ride a motorcycle and becoming good at it Learning how to fly a plane and becoming good at it Racing sport cars and winning prestigious races Graduating from Law school, yet changing the occupations drastically since the routine of the Code did not allow for imagination Going right back to University and taking journalism. That was a better choice. Starting my own business basically with nothing and succeeding and going forwad like a steam train - slow but assertive Learning how to play drums and playing in an open jam just one week after touching the sticks for the first time in my life Learning HTML and Java in one night Learning how to apologize for things you shouldn't really .... this can carry on for so long... My point is... When you will find me here and there in this forum, do not be surprised. Where I can, i will help. I have been so fortunate to live life truly to the fullest. Despiteall my misfortunes I did not become bitter or angry. I still want to hug the whole world, good or bad. I want you to trust me. See, everything can be lived through. Love. Holly