Awake
It's almost 6 am. I have been up since three.
I owe just over $70,000 in hospital bills. For them saving me. After I swallowed a lot of lorazapan and baclaphin. I almost shot myself too. But me wife took the gun way. Then called the cops.
I now live in my van. Too old and fat to get a job. That' what I'v been told. No income, no wife, no health insurance, no help from the state becaues I am ,"white, male, and buget cutbacks". That's a quote from the lady at the mental health clinic. That I was in after the hospital kicked me out. Even though I could hardly walk.
Am I depressed.......I believe so.
And now it's the holidays!
This is who I am.
Howard
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