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crushed · April 20th, 2010, 07:39 PM

I was married for 12 years. We had a tumultuous relationship. But, we were very wrapped up in each other and very dependent on each other. We got a divorce last February. He died of a drug overdose December 29th.
I cannot seem to get over it. I can't look at anything, listen to a song, think of anything without thinking of him. I know the grief process. I just can't do this! I love him and miss him so bad. I am so sorry for not being there for him. I am dying. I have wanted to die to be with him. But, I am not even sure where he is...I am going crazy.

April 20th, 2010, 07:39 PM	#1
crushed Junior Member Join Date: Apr 2010 Posts: 2	I cannot get over this I was married for 12 years. We had a tumultuous relationship. But, we were very wrapped up in each other and very dependent on each other. We got a divorce last February. He died of a drug overdose December 29th. I cannot seem to get over it. I can't look at anything, listen to a song, think of anything without thinking of him. I know the grief process. I just can't do this! I love him and miss him so bad. I am so sorry for not being there for him. I am dying. I have wanted to die to be with him. But, I am not even sure where he is...I am going crazy.