Hi there
 

I'm Jan - new here and never been diagnosed as depressed but I think I am. So could use some support in knowing.

I just know I feel like leaving and starting over but I'm married and my husband doesn't deserve that. I don't feel like a good wife to him though because of it. I always want to leave when I feel like I am being pulled down in other words, I can do bad by myself. I don't know if this makes any sense.