Hello
 

I am new here and looking for help with PTSD and depression. I am currently unemployed and trying to go to school to update my training.
I am in a "great" marrage with a "great" man. The trouble is that men just don't treat me well, "great" or not. My first husband took my money while I was in the hospital, my second husband took my 401K. , and when I finally get a large check from hubby number 2 for child support I told hubby number 3 I wanted to use it to update my credentials. Hubby 3 spent it on "bills".

I can't help but see a pattern. I don't want to spend the rest of my life married. I don't know why I remairried except that my (male) therapist told me that I should enjoy a relationship. Now I want to die only I have a little boy who needs me. He is autistic. He doesn't even call me mom anymore. He says she did on the date that I married hubby number 3.

I feel like I will die if I don't get out of this.